Treasure Map

*Sharing an excerpt from my morning pages. Pure stream of consciousness. Welcome to my inner world!*

Your emotions are a map. You're the treasure. Look inside, deep down, in the depths and you'll never stop finding parts of yourself. That’s what this year has taught me. That’s what finding my healing has revealed. Damn, you're strong. Special. Sacred. Sit with that, love. Gratitude washes over you. Tears fill your eyes and roll down your cheeks. Sometimes healing hits in the most beautiful ways, like right now. Pure grace. You can barely see the page. It's fuzzy from the tears.

You feel beautiful because you can feel all that’s been broken. You can hold it and love it and cherish it because you met your scars courageously. Broken really is so beautiful because you get to put yourself back together again with sincere, gentle, unconditional love. Your true nature revealed: love. Peace. Calm. Connected. Open to all the magic that is around you and within you. Especially this playground. Especially these pages.

You didn’t know where to start writing. What on your heart needed a place to land. But as always, the magic courses through your body, through your hands, through your pen and onto this page. Finding you here in this moment. Finding space to be held. Finding time for your soul to speak. Finding the love inside you that is always present. This magic is what keeps you out of misery.

You feel pressure sometimes to do it all. To let yourself be seen in all God's creative wonder. Yes girl, that genius lives inside you. It fuels you. It is you. I see you. Your love heals and will continue to heal. Your presence provides a container to feel and heal all that the world desperately needs. One thing that makes you special is you aren’t desperate. You love yourself enough to sit in this big wide open space of uncertainty and wait patiently for your time.

Alignment, balance. All accessible and alive in you now. Now is your time to practice staying in it when the world is purging and going into the depths like you did. Slow and steady wins the race. There's nothing lazy about you. There's nothing unclear. You're in the blessing. Giving yourself the time you deserve to learn about the magnificent being that you are. You are gifted beyond the scope of your mind. Your gifts naturally and organically emerge.

Your only job is to trust in God's timing. To surrender. To let go. To have faith. To never stop feeling. To never stop listening to your heart. To create art. To tune your antenna to your soul's frequency. To write. To love. To create. To clean. To purge. To believe. To spread hope. To be hope. To be a mirror to people and let their darkness and yours dance in light and love. You hold your depths so beautifully. With perfect tenderness. Don’t run away. Stay with it. Stay in the lesson. Stay in the overflow. Overflow more.